This kills me.
I find it so hard to explain how I feel to people, or more accurately why I feel that way. I can never explain how and why things effect me. Sometimes I’m feeling sad for some stupid reason and I want to explain why it feels like a big deal and why it has this massive effect on me but I just can’t, people will always judge you. They will always think you’re weak, but you are not...
do you ever want to slap yourself in the face because you know you should be doing something productive but instead you choose to sit in front of a laptop for hours on end doing shit that has no beneficial impact on your life and this just happens day after day after day and still you refuse to accept the fact that you have a problem
No matter what way I try to look at things, I will always pull back to my initial conclusion. It’s not that I think my gut is always right, in fact I’m often wrong. It’s just that I find it hard to change my mind on my own, I need other people to influence me, I need the opinions and pressure of others to really change my mind because I feel as though once my mind is set all my...